Should I swim or should I sink? Should I fight or should I die? I am waiting for you and I am praying for you.
I fight for you, I live and breath for you, my heart yearns for you, weekly, daily and hourly. You are a part of me, help me to stay still.
I have cried 2 days in a row because of this horrible disease and what a waste of tears, this disease does not deserve my sadness and my grief.
"Secret heart, what are you so afraid of? Maybe your just acting tough or maybe your just not man enough, whats wrong?
This very secret that your trying to conceal is the very same one you are dying to reveal, go tell her how you feel!!"
"She is right in front of you, you began to wonder could you find a better one. Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt, much longer for you to sort it out.
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there, perfection will not come."
"Better is open rebuke than love that is hidden." Proverbs 27:5